dreams...

YongHwa ~~

2012-01-08T18:22:00.001+08:00

Hello everyone ! i'm like currently mad about YONGHWA !~ain't he adorable???!?!?!

this is him , if you dont know who he is ..

more of himmm....

did i forgot to mention , he's the leader of CN BLUE .

jungshin, jong hyun, yong hwa and min hyuk ! THEY ARE ALL SO CUTE AND HANDSOME !

get what i mean ?? see? ^.^

HAHAH ! this is just a random post luh .. proper blogpost soon ..

My new year's resolution :)

2012-01-03T13:29:00.001+08:00

Firstly, HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE. So far 2012 has been somehow good to me, I hope it stays like this for the whole year, ESP NEXT WEEK!!! Because..I'm receiving back my results. YIKES.

Anyways, here's my resolution.
1: stay happy and be contented with what I have..cherish every single moment.

2: FORGIVE AND FORGET!

3: Good Grades

4: get a boyfriend! (HAHAHA)

5: learn to play the guitar well and maybe try drums.

6: Blog moreeeeeee~!

7: re-learn Korean and Spanish:)

8: try to eliminate vulgarities by this year!

Yeah. That's my resolution alright. I hope by the end of this year, when I look back, I'm able to see that I've completed almost everything! HAHAHA!

That's all. <3

does laughing takes the pain away?

2011-12-29T13:25:00.001+08:00

everything has its ending right ?
yes, it has ended. i wonder what has happened.
thinking back , if i had accepted it, would all these happen , or would it not ?
maybe it was God's arrangement. but this arrangement hurt me again .
maybe it's a chance for me to grow. or maybe it's for me to listen to my friends ,afterall, yuting was quite spot on about it? or know who will be there for me when i'm down and cheer me up ?
i believe there's something to this thing that happened .
though i may be sad , emo. crushed. but nevetheless, i'm still grateful that you entered my life and made it wonderful though it was a really short period of time..
what else can i ask .

coming to think of it , my friends has been there for me everytime when i'm down , i need a listening ear and a shoulder to cry on . friendship lasts forever, relationship last for awhile. that's kinda so right at this point of time.
i always thought that having a relationship would be better and at least someone is there to show care,love and everything else to me.. however , friends does the same thing too, but they'll never leave you.. GOD too, he's always there for me..loving me, knows what i'm going through and all..

this november and december has played a really interesting part of 2011 .

anyways,
i don't believe that you would end this because of those whatever reasons. i'll hold on to the memories. however, my heart is deeply hurt..but feeling for you is still tingling in me..
sigh, i miss you .

hoping that you'll read.

Merry Merry Christmas

2011-12-24T15:45:00.003+08:00

~yes... i'm back.
alot has happened recently .
i've went for 2 youth camps, BOTH AMAZINGLY AWESOME =D
i've also went for mission trip to bintan with my GB people together with other churches people..quite and eye-opener ..

and i'm kinda with someone. am i ? hehe.. well, ask him .

lastly, it's christmas eve today . ain't ya excited that christmas is tmr?

merry christmas everyone ~ .

i love you all so much.

Good bye.. blog soon =D

GB chalet 2011

2011-11-26T00:44:00.001+08:00

first up .. i had my GB chalet on 23-24nov..
briefly , i'll name out the things we did and i'll let the pictures do the job !
we went midnight bowling , NTUC to shop for FOOD ! camwhore alot , chit chat and played games till 4.30am! then went out to kbox and back for the BBQ !
super shortcut right? HAHAHAHA !
PICTURES TIME !

Happy birthday mark ian!

2011-11-16T01:45:00.001+08:00

firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARK!

met up with syahira and mark at sengkang, then we head over to pasir ris (eHub) .
lunch first , SEOUL GARDEN! booyah! syahira and i went to do a DIY cupcake for mark halfway through the meal .. felt bad for leaving mark alone there. after the meal, we went to take neoprints!

after the neoprint, we went for Karaoke session! KBOX !
we sang and danced!

there was one SUPER DUPER AWKWARD MOMENT!
as you know,we were dancing.. to KPOP songs.
and once,we danced "sorry sorry" by super junior , and we wanted to do the chorus dance move, GUESS WHAT ! one of the employee walked past and saw us ! WE IMMEDIATELY STOP WHAT WE WERE DOING , AND STARTED LAUGHING OUT LOUD ! haha ! embarrassing to the max!
i totally enjoyed today, so much laughter and bonding time !

anyways, here are some pictures ! ENJOY !

good night ! and blog soon! =D

mr sunshine

2011-11-16T01:32:00.001+08:00

hey!
short update..
on 12nov , i went to sentosa for the TMC pre-camp event .suppose to go for LUGE but the weather just wouldnt behave and listen to us D=
anyways, i enjoyed my time with them ,super friendly people..and it was also super long since i've played volleyball so hardcore..\m/
super fun and tiring..we had our lunch at KFC..my teeth was hurting so badly that i cant enjoy good yummy finger lick'n good food! haha.
thanks to rain ,we went back home early..i head down to sembawang to visit my little new born cousin,Nerissa. super adorable luh!
after that , mum, bro, regina and i went over to amk to catch a movie "23:59". it's scary yet funny..
there was one scene that made me so paiiseh, cause i scream luh . DUH!
after movie, went home and head to bed. tiring day!

on monday 14nov
i had my VERY LAST O LEVEL PAPER. which is stupidly held at 2pm in the afternoon! so after my paper, i went down to papilo salon with syahira..wanted to dye my hair , but the lady said that my hair wont give me the color i want unless i bleach it. ARGHHHH ! totally regret spending that amount of money , cause the damn highlight is not obvious and i find it waste money.. i use DIY products, my hair color so damn nice and yet it's so damn freaking cheap!gonna do round two of dye-ing my hair in a few days time.. but i must say, their service is good and it's cheaper than other salons. =D
had to rush home after that , as i had a CRAB FEAST waiting for me at my place! had super good chit chat session with shi hui, regina, junsheng, my bro, my mum...but not as fun cause our CHAN YUTING couldnt join us due to work D= .
we played monopoly deal after the crab feast , and guess what , I OWN THE GAME MANY TIMES ! and i couldnt stop laughing at shihui's action and all.. BEST ABS TRAINING EVER ! HAHA!
and i went to sleep like almost 2am!

I PROUDLY DECLARE FREEDOM AND SCREW YOU O LEVELS ! I'M FINALLY DONE WITH YUYING O's AND SCHOOL till poly! \m/

2011-11-11T13:36:00.001+08:00

i wish upon a star~

2011-11-11T12:47:00.001+08:00

9x-7i>3(3x-7u)
it's answer is i <3 u

isnt it cool , that from a algebra it can become something so sweet ?

anyways , you all should know today is

\so have you guys confessed ? or done anything ? or wished for something ? or gotten attached? =D
anyways , what am i trying to blog about?

ahhhhhh ,YES, i know..
WISHES ? hmmmmm...

has dreams ever came true for you ?
mine sure did.

EVERYONE IS A DREAMER ~!

be it for anything or everything, we dream and wish for something.

see, basically....it makes no difference of who you are.. just wish and believe to your heart's desire.. and IT'LL COME TRUE ! =D

my point is :::::: DARE TO DREAM !

yeahh.. short and not so detailed post , but hope you guys like it !

CYA !

Hearts to you all !
Happpy 11/11/11 everyone !

times flies.

2011-11-05T10:31:00.003+08:00

HEYYOH ! i'm back for a short post !
currently i'm still having my O's ... it's gonna be over soon. just left with chinese,history and science MCQ..
so far, O's is not so bad.. hope i can get the score that i wanted and that there's no moderation.. =D
i know i've neglected this blog , but i'll be back soon ! miss me kay?
okay, gonna blog about my after O's plan soon, for now , i gotta go study for my history le ..
BUBBYES PEOPLE !

Wedding and sept school holiday

2011-09-10T22:26:00.001+08:00

Hey! Sorry for not blogging..I really need to stop procrastinating.okay,first up, today is the second last day of the september holiday! GOSH,time flies fast right? In a blink of an eye,there's 1month and 9days more to 'O' level..i'm scared!
And recently,many things happened..quite tired of life..but I ain't quitting! God gives me strength:)

Okay!
Here's the wedding part...
Kaevinn and Beatrix stayed over at my place on Friday and we had very little sleep.we managed to wake up early prepare and wait for the others to arrive. After everyone reached,we left for Hort park..we're the flowergirls that's why we had to be there early. And we reached there SUPER early. So we camwhored,of course started by me..who among us is the most zilian,obvious answer is YOURS TRULY:) haha!
Okay,finally the other half of the bridal party arrived..we changed and did our makeup,had our rehearsals and photo taking time..
I gotta be honest, EVERYONE LOOKED GORGEOUS! The wedding was so awesome and it's so funny!! Melanie ma'am 's dad is super funny,and I love their pre-wedding videos and all.. How I wished time would just stop there! We took more photos and stuffs..ate till our hearts content!
Finally the wedding ended, we camwhore again in the room together with the bridemates!! Cleared up the room and off we go..
We're suppose to celebrate my brother's birthday at 12midnight,but he claimed that he's tired so everything was cancelled..spoiler much! Haha!

Anyways, enough of me talking..here's the photos taken on that day! :D
Enjoy!!
Disclaimer: not all photos here and all are not properly arranged.

the flower girls...

2011-08-25T22:36:00.000+08:00

HEY everyone ! i'm back.. yes, i'm still in the midst of prelims.. O's is drawing near..and i'm already so tired..=( anyways, lets talk about the upcoming wedding --- Melanie + Eric's BIG DAY !

lets start from the older people like us four..aren't we adorable? HAHA! just being thickskin

then here comes the Youngest among us,yet one of the oldest member in GB !

It's BELINDA ! she's pretty right?!!?!? =D

this is me! look how much straighter my teeth looks now.

OUR feets ! U shall identify whose feet are those..starting from the left to the right..

ALL OF US ! we're all so pretty! HAHA !

shi hui and her facial expression! so cute right?

Here's another group photo!

Say HI to amanda..she's so feminine!

okay.. the wedding will be held at HORT PARK ! awesome plaaaace ! 3rd SEPT !! HAHA ! fast isn't it ?
and it's also our sept holiday !

but........
no matter how pretty we are...........
the BRIDE will be the Prettiest ! and the GROOM will be very Dashing!

haha.. shall blog during the weekends bah ..

good bye for now .. =)

JAYESSLEE !

2011-07-10T21:53:00.000+08:00

jayesslee are super pretty ! HAHA ! enjoy the rest of the blogpost.

i felt so bless to be able to be at CHC yesterday..having to be able to listen to jayesslee's testimony and hearing them sing . their story was truly inspiring and touching.. somehow to me, i think they just wana let us all know that no matter what,God will be there for you. He got his reasons behind everything that happens and God knows whats best for us..God did magnificent things for them and they felt God's love even when they were down and out... ALL of us know that God loves us, He'll never forsake us no matter what .
and u can see/feel how strong Jayesslee's love and faith for God even though he took their mum away from them when they were young..

their mum told them this ,"whatever happens, DO NOT betray God. Don't blame Him for anything that happens.REJOICE ."

its easy to praise the Lord when life is good .. but when things are tough,we also have to rejoice and praise God..

this is the lyrics to the song :
주님 내가 여기 있사오니 나를 보내소서
나의 맘 나의 몸 주께 드리오니 주 받으옵소서
주님 내가 여기 있사오니 나를 써주소서
가진 것 모두 다 주께 드리오니 주 받으옵소서
알렐루야 알렐루야 알렐루야 알렐루야

주님 내가 여기 있사오니 나를 보내소서
나의 맘 나의 몸 주께 드리오니 주 받으옵소서
주님 내가 여기 있사오니 나를 써주소서
가진 것 모두 다 주께 드리오니 주 받으옵소서
알렐루야 알렐루야 알렐루야 알렐루야
알렐루야 알렐루야 알렐루야 알렐루야

나를 받으옵소서 나를 받으옵소서

hope this blog post helps us all realize how much God loves us...

one last thing : I LOVE JAYESSLEE !

Love you all . byes..

JAYESSLEE !

2011-07-10T21:46:00.000+08:00

jayesslee are super pretty ! HAHA ! enjoy the rest of the blogpost.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4TN-AZT_m6Q&feature=autoplay&list=UL-HMCuiVGreI&index=22&playnext=6

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AmPuQ1pQtmc&feature=autoplay&list=UL-HMCuiVGreI&index=19&playnext=3

http://www.youtube.com/user/cityharvestvideo#p/a/u/1/6u7Ps5SpzXA

i felt so bless to be able to be at CHC yesterday..having to be able to listen to jayesslee's testimony and hearing them sing . their story was truly inspiring and touching.. somehow to me, i think they just wana let us all know that no matter what,God will be there for you. He got his reasons behind everything that happens and God knows whats best for us..God did magnificent things for them and they felt God's love even when they were down and out... ALL of us know that God loves us, He'll never forsake us no matter what .
and u can see/feel how strong Jayesslee's love and faith for God even though he took their mum away from them when they were young..

their mum told them this ,"whatever happens, DO NOT betray God. Don't blame Him for anything that happens.REJOICE ."

its easy to praise the Lord when life is good .. but when things are tough,we also have to rejoice and praise God..

this is the lyrics to the song :
주님 내가 여기 있사오니 나를 보내소서
나의 맘 나의 몸 주께 드리오니 주 받으옵소서
주님 내가 여기 있사오니 나를 써주소서
가진 것 모두 다 주께 드리오니 주 받으옵소서
알렐루야 알렐루야 알렐루야 알렐루야

주님 내가 여기 있사오니 나를 보내소서
나의 맘 나의 몸 주께 드리오니 주 받으옵소서
주님 내가 여기 있사오니 나를 써주소서
가진 것 모두 다 주께 드리오니 주 받으옵소서
알렐루야 알렐루야 알렐루야 알렐루야
알렐루야 알렐루야 알렐루야 알렐루야

나를 받으옵소서 나를 받으옵소서

hope this blog post helps us all realize how much God loves us...

one last thing : I LOVE JAYESSLEE !

Love you all . byes..

GB camp

2011-07-07T19:24:00.000+08:00

24-26june was our annual GB camp..
it was mad awesome ! i'll be summarizing everything ..
first day we had devotions , ice breakers , games and of course LASERTAG !!!
it's so siokkkk ! i love it .. food there was super awesome .. great bonding time for us ..
blind man trail and then we ended the night with supper.

second day , we had high elements !
I MADE IT TO THE TOP OF THE ROCK CLIMBING WALL ! =D
and i did abseiling, scary but overcame my fear..
and of course FLYING FOX, i didnt even had the chance to do it previously till this camp! first time.. SCREAMED MY LUNGS OUT AND JUMPED FROM THE LEDGE after i had all the safety stuffs on me. MAD AWESOMEEEEE ~ !
we had our outdoor cooking too , orange egg and jungle donuts.. super yummy ! u all should try to do it!
after dinner , we had our dinner , and went for CAMPFIRE !
regina and i were the ones doing the campfire, first time , STRESS ! but of course with help from our beloved trainers = pauline and wayne .
sabo-ed juniors , teachers, officers and all .. of course SENIORS also tio sabo-ed..
and i got to dance nobody in front of everyone .. YES, SABO-ED !
after campfire ended , had our supper, bathed .. ate and then we went to chit chat with pauline and wayne till 3am ! HAHA ! we got 'locked" out of our rooms as our room door got stucked =(
ONE thing i must say ! I GOT FRIGHTENED by something ..

i heard someone calling us.. and it's captain's voice, i turned back and look(looked into the officer's room too), and there was no one ! at the same time , belinda heard a lady voice calling my name but there wasnt anyone! AND BOTH OF US FREAKED OUT ! went to bed immediately after we managed to get in..
I'M A SCAREDY CAT !

last day , we hate meals , devotion and photo takings, etc..
basically the last day nothing much ..

I WISH TIME STOOD STILL DURING THE CAMP ! ENJOYED MYSELF BIG TIME !

and of course , enjoy some of the pictures.. more on FACEBOOK ! =)

me together with my wonderful best friend since primary one. SHI HUI !

regina, me , belinda and shi hui .. LOVE YOU LOTS !!

this is our room , and i slept next to the tv.. and this is XIAO SHIHUI !

jump shot failed and regina's face is EPIC !

pauline and wayne were so busy that they didnt knew we did that !

Cynthia mdm,regina,me,belinda, Melanie mdm and shihui

grace mdm, regina, me , belinda,shihui and melanie mdm

BER and I .. SHE's TALL and i love her !

shi hui, me , regina , amanda, belinda,pauline and wayne . LOVE THIS PICTURE ALOT !

and us all !

i just wana congratz on everyone's effort and everything during camp! hope you all gained something that you'll never forget =)

LOVE YOU !

birthday wishlist

2011-07-02T01:00:00.000+08:00

Hola amigos!

as you know, it's July already. and my birthday is at the end of the month! if you aren't aware, LOOK AT MY BIOGRAPHY AT THE SIDE OF MY BLOG! or go facebook and see. =D

so here's my birthday wishlist (it's gonna be long) :

GET BACK MY FREEDOM !
spend time with my friends , and family.
PEACE in my family
MONEYYYYY ! ka-ching !
surprise party?
Clothes
more outings
Lots of yummy food.
spend time with someone i crush on.? (who is that person?)
MacBook Pro
soft toys
Picnic with friends.
Karaoke
Photoshoot(make over)
camera ( got it for myself already)
new room (never gonna happen)
ace DPA interview and etc
any presents from you all ( it's the thoughts and creativity that counts)
be a stronger, more independent and smarter(for studies)
ACE O LEVEL !
no more PIMPLES
get my nose pierced back
GET MORE SLEEP
LEARN TO DANCE
NICER VOICE
be the queen of my life on that day!
get my dream abs !
MEMORABLE SWEET 16 !

thats my wishlist. LONG HOR?

HAHA !

so all of you know what to do liao right? WAHAHA ! kidding .. those on top is just to help you =)

WHATEVER PRESENTS U GIVE , NO DURIANS !!!!

and i'll blog about GB camp soon..

gotta go now. adios ..

buenas noches. te amo

Day one of Ohana 2011

2011-06-16T00:10:00.001+08:00

Hey everyone!
Anyways, here is it, we Took the bus to Malaysia in the morning. Had breaks and all halfway thru the trip.
When we reached, jean and I had to put our bags in regina's room as our keys weren't ready. Waited for damn long as there was some problems.
3aunties says that that's their room when it's ours. In the end, we got another room. Settled into our room, and all of us went to the lobby to meet pohchye sir:)
Had our dinner, dinner was super yummy! and our table was the noisiest among all! HAHA!
After dinner, we had Worship and sermon. When it ended, we were suppose to go and setup the projector.but when we reached the rooms,they said they are Okay with it, no need help le.
Wanted to play pool but the person say that they got no more tokens! CRAPP RIGHT?!
So we had mini chats at the lounge before going back up to our room.
Sir came to my room first.
When I was about to bathe, ONE FUNNY THING HAPPENED!
I was about to close the door to bathe, just when I closed the door,the telephone in the bathroom rang! I JUMPED!& I WAS THINKING TO MYSELF,SINCE WHEN THE DOOR GOT SOUND DE.
I asked sir and jean,they said someone called and asked me why. I told them what happened, and they started laughing at me! HAHAHA
slowly everyone came over le, chit chat and ate cup noodles.
After they left, Junsheng called for room service,it's chicken chop and THE PORTION IS DAMN BIG! weihong,jean,Junsheng and I shared 2plates of the food! YUMYUM OKAY^^!
Fat already lor..
Anyways, here's the end of it .
Gonna blog about day 2 tonight!
Enjoy some of the photos.
Adios! :)

Letters to God

2011-06-05T00:27:00.002+08:00

hello ! i'm back to blogging again.

pictures will come in between post today.i had my manicure and pedicure done before going to serangoon to meet mark & regina. in the end, walter and mingxuan appeared too =)
headed down to TMC with them. it was so awkward at first. but TMC PEOPLES ARE VERY VERY FRIENDLY ! they introduced themself, but i didnt managed to rmb all names. Oops! MAJOR STM PROBLEM !

food time.. look at all the yumyums ! OLD CHANG KEE !!! my favorite.

HAHA! the way i ate one of the food with two sticks, i was nicknamed: BARBARIAN!

i'm the modern barbarian girl.

mark and walter tried imitating,and they cut it alot faster and nicer than me! I FAIL TTM!

walter so poorthing, had to finish all those food..while mark,regina and i siam from eating more OKC cause we're full & fat already!

some of the girls

more girls . including me in white.

some of the guys..

more girls.

SO it was games time .. =)

we played double whacko and charades.

FUNNNY sia !

double whacko time !

this is regina and i doing the charades . our WORD was SHAVING !
it reminded me of what i said about shaving!

THOR? it looks like some other characters !

and finally, it was time for movie ! LETTERS TO GOD !

look at all the food we have,prepared for the movie! and there's bubbletea too !

i had a cup of bubbletea, one RED BIG packet of JACK N JILL potato chips and a packet of CHEEZELS!

FATTENING !

i whacked everything when i was suppose to share with regina. HAHA!

my tummy was telling me that it's taking in alot of food/fats ,but i still could eat. BIG EATER RIGHT?

the movie was so awesome , i didnt cry sia! FIRST TIME ! but almost cry at the end. no tears came out.=(

for those who hasn't watched that movie, you should go rent the disc or watch it online.

anyways , after the movie ended , we headed down for supper at R.K .. ate prata! this time , REALLY FULL AND FAT le. many of them left halfway, in the end left 3 of us.

took a bus back home. and here i am blogging =)

overall : AWESOME DAY EVER ! can't wait for more events. =)

and i NEED TO BURN THOSE FATS !

adios!

TRIBE OUTING WITH TMC

2011-05-18T00:52:00.000+08:00

PICTURES FIRST ! BLOG POST AT THE END =)

it's one of the BEST time i ever had !

met up with amanda, jean and regina at MRT station EARLY IN THE MORNING =(, saw TTW and his friends. we reached Vivo, met up with tribe mates ,saw many ACS boys, was wondering why were they there.till we reached TANJONG BEACH !we're asked to gather and guess what ! GUYS ONE SIDE, THE GIRLS ONE SIDE ! war time? we prayed , and ladies played captains ball , guys played rugby? after awhile, we're all asked to play captain ball . two different groups , mixed gender. =)
it was fun , and tiring.. i think halfway no one counted the score, all too tired.. but great teamwork !
finally it was rest time, had our PICNIC LUNCH =) .. yumyum ! camwhore,and stuffs..
and WE GOT A SURPRISE VISIT FROM OUR MARINE FRIEND ! THE OCTOPUS ! we all thought that we could have sashimi for lunch,but we had to put it back to sea cause it's MEAN of us to catch it and kill it.=(
ROUND TWO of captain ball , changed our teammates this time. WE're even crazier than before ! my team had a hard time scoring the goal , as jon choy was blocked by many many guys ! =(
after the game, the guys started carrying people and throwing them into the sea ! HAHA ! the guys are just crazy, and funnny. many of us were tired after that , so we decided to CHILL... had some lame jokes, played some games , example : fuzzy wuzzy,black magic, etc...
i finally know the trick to those games, and finally not blur anymore ! =)
and , finally it was time to leave.. SAD right ? went over to PALAWAN beach to wash up, after washup, the guys were all eating at KOUFU, while us girls head to HABOURFRONT CENTRE for our early dinner at PASTAMANIA ! <3
ALL OF US WERE TAN , AND RED at the end of the day !
went home after eating..
i had 3 skin tone when i went home.. damn sad luhh ! IT'S WORTH IT LOR !
i made new friends and enjoyed my day !
WHO TO THANK ? THANK GOD FOR THIS FUN OUTING ! =) i really hope to have another tribe outing with TMC friends again mancxz !

till today , I'm still suffering from the burns. but it's okay, it's recovering fast =)

GOD LOVE YOU TODAY,TOMORROW & FOREVER...

2011-05-09T17:53:00.000+08:00

i seriously dont know how to start this post !
lets do the talking style!!! haha!

Enjoy!! Thanks you for tuning in! Sorry for the soft voice..

Glee - Friday (FULL HQ STUDIO) Rebecca Black Cover

2011-05-08T16:57:00.000+08:00

16 or 23 april GB

2011-05-07T01:18:00.001+08:00

Met Amanda @ the usual place and headed to PPS for GB.

Without Andrea and the BB people, the entire school seemed sooooooo quiet.

Led singspiration with the rest today.

It was fun, hehe :p

"Lord I lift your name on high~"

After singspiration it was kinda slackish afterwards.

The girls did the easter egg thingy.

They wrapped the egg with some plastic thingy, placed it in boiling water and then after about 15 seconds, ta-da! It's completed~

And i gotta say it's sorta cool. :)

I admit I'm some mountain tortoise, cause I'll never seen it before :p

After GB headed to Hougang mall for lunch with Fion, Regina, Amanda, Jean, Shihui & Chenlaoshi.

Had Ajisen Ramen for lunch.

Copyrighted from Belinda Ao 's blog !!!

Lady Antebellum-Just A Kiss LYRICS

2011-05-07T00:27:00.000+08:00

just a kiss

2011-05-07T00:09:00.002+08:00

i'm back !

this week is exam and exam ! so is next week.. but monday NO SCHOOL , and so is FRIDAY for POA students..

here's the main thing..

i'm just really depress, it's so not the time to talk about r/s but seriously, i just felt that feeling once again ! but the thing is, i'll never get to have that chance ever again..

i felt like the world was going to end, when i heard those things he said.. BUT, i'm okay.

if it's meant to be yours, it will be. if it isn't meant to be yours, then HECK with it !

who am i manzxc ! i'm Fion, i'm gonna be strong and independent ! i'm gonna live my dream, and live life to the fullest ! and not to have regrets !

i love, i kiss, i hug, i miss , i dance, i sing , i hate, i laugh, i giggle, i go insane,i smile, i i i i i...

never ending of 'i' !

i'm gonna learn to dance and also to speak spanish !

find love !

and experience more of GOD !

this is love

1john 4:10

ROYAL WEDDING of Princess Catherine (Kate middleton) & Prince william

2011-04-29T22:37:00.002+08:00

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they kissed twice !!!!!! u have to wait for it ! HAHA H!

29april 2011 ! wedding of the decade =) it will not be forgotten ..

their wedding is so grand luh ! and it flooded the whole entire twitter timeline ! HHAHAH ..

enjoy !

i'm not gonna post much .. but yeah..

more blogging next time ba..

nights .

Who Says-Selena Gomez- Megan Nicole and Tiffany Alvord cover

2011-04-21T18:57:00.001+08:00

my favorite song !!!

[Verse 1]

I wouldn't want to be anybody else

( Hey! )

You made me insecure
Told me I wasn't good enough
But who are you to judge
When you're a diamond in the rough
I'm sure you got some things
You'd like to change about yourself
But when it comes to me
I wouldn't want to be anybody else

Na na na na na
Na na na na na na
I'm no beauty queen
I'm just beautiful me

La na na na na na na na na!
La na na na na na na na na!

You've got every right
To a beautiful life
( C'mon! )

Who says
Who says you're not perfect
Who says you're not worth it
Who says you're the only one that's hurting
Trust me
That's the price of beauty
Who says you're not pretty
Who says you're not beautiful
Who says

[Selena Gomez - Verse 2]

It's such a funny thing
How nothing's funny when it's you
You tell 'em what you mean
But they keep whiting out the truth

It's like a work of art
That never gets to see the light
Keep you beneath the stars
Won't let you touch the sky

[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/who-says-lyrics-selena-gomez.html ]

La na na na na na na na na!
La na na na na na na na na!

I'm no beauty queen
I'm just beautiful me

La na na na na na na na na!
La na na na na na na na na!

You've got every right
To a beautiful life
C'mon

[Chorus]

Who says
Who says you're not perfect
Who says you're not worth it
Who says you're the only one that's hurting
Trust me
That's the price of beauty
Who says you're not pretty
Who says you're not beautiful

Who says
Who says you're not star potential
Who says you're not presidential
Who says you can't be in movies
Listen to me, listen to me
Who says you don't pass the test
Who says you can't be the best
Who said, who said
Won't you tell me who said that
( Yeah, WHO SAID!? )

Who says
Who says you're not perfect
Who says you're not worth it
Who says you're the only one that's hurting
Trust me
That's the price of beauty
Who says you're not pretty
Who says you're not beautiful
Who says(x2)

ENROLLMENT SERVICE 9 APRIL 2011

2011-04-09T19:18:00.005+08:00

it's enrollment service!!! everything went well , and was so tiring standing there! but it was fun !

rehearsal for drills, and also for worship ! it's so fun ! I WANT AGAIN !!!! thank GOD for today!!

here's some photos taken.. more on FACEBOOK ! =)

worship time

drills

marching

our certs ,and our HANDSOME PASTOR !

me , with the weird face!

kaevinn,me and weesiong

receiving my cert from the BB PRESIDENT !

rehearsing with daniel(pianist)

DRILLS !

seniors contingent!

THE BEST GROUP PHOTO TAKEN EVER !

end of it.. i didn't blog much about it.. i'm abit lazy to type out what happened during the whole time..but yea..

with loves,

Fion

American idol : PIA TOSCANO

2011-04-09T00:02:00.003+08:00

this blog post is dedicated to PIA Toscano.

EVERYONE , this is PIA !

pretty isn't she?and a photo of her singing Whitney Houston's song when she was young!

Her voice is as pretty and as strong as herself. & her voice is always so perfect on stage, hit the notes of the song perfectly !

I love her, she's totally awesome. i've looked up on her as my idol eversince she was in HOLLYWOOD's audition.i hoped to be like her one day.. ONE OF THE BEST SINGER IN AMERICAN IDOL! her idol is....

TA-DA ! CELINE DION !
Pia's voice is also as strong as Celine's.. and both my mum and I said that PIA IS CELINE DION NUMBER 2~ ! Don't you all agree?

but the sad thing now is...

PIA is eliminated from american idol! =(

seriously! WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE !

i wished i could vote but i'm confused with the timing of Singapore's and the timing over there!=(

AWESOME VOICE, AWESOME PERSONALITY, AWESOME PIA ! yet, this happened !

i found it fishy when i read PIA's tweets on twitter. i thought that it might be something else..till...the result's show. i still can't believe it !

when PIA's name was called out saying that she was going home, the judges were shocked & angry..

they just couldn't believe what just happened ~! SO DO I !

PIA was still standing strong, controlling her tears. jennifer lopez teared.. so did I.

I teared a lot more when PIA started to sing " i'll stand by you".

I felt everything that she was feeling at that point of time.. She was still controlling her tears when she was singing , till she finished the song. then, she hugged someone and cried.. T.T

SHE IS REALLY STRONG TO EVEN SMILE THOUGH IT'S BAD NEWS, AND SHE HELD IT ALL THE WAY TO END.

PIA, I LOVE YOU ALWAYS, YOU'RE MY IDOL. continue singing and continue making music. i'll be waiting for your album to be out , if you have one ! =)

here's some videos of her performance on american idol.

couldn't find pia's audition video clip. anyways,

HOPE YOU ENJOYED THIS BLOG POST..

with loves,

Fion

where do broken hearts go?

2011-04-03T21:08:00.001+08:00

I know it's been some time
But there's something on my mind
You see I haven't been the same
Since that cold November day

We said we needed space
But all we found was an empty place
And the only things I learned
Is that I need you desperately

So here I am
And can you please tell me, oh?

Where do broken hearts go?
Can they find their way home?
Back to the open arms
Of a love that's waiting there

And if somebody loves you
Won't they always love you?
I look in your eyes
And I know that you still care for me

Ooh baby, I've been around enough to know
That dreams don't turn to gold
And that there is no easy way
No, you just can't run away

What we have is so much more
Than we ever had before
And no matter how I try
You're always on my mind

So here I am
And can you please tell me, oh?
[| From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/w/whitney-houston-lyrics/where-do-broken-hearts-go-lyrics.html |]

Where do broken hearts go?
Can they find their way home?
Back to the open arms
Of a love that's waiting there

And if somebody loves you
Won't they always love you?
I look in your eyes
And I know that you still care for me

And now that I am here with you
I'll never let you go
I look into your eyes
And now I know, now I know

Where do broken hearts go?
Can they find their way home?
Back to the open arms
Of a love that's waiting there

And if somebody loves you
Won't they always love you?
I look in your eyes
And I know that you still care

Where do broken hearts go?
Can they find their way home?
Back to the open arms
Of a love that's waiting there

And if somebody loves you
Won't they always love you?
I look in your eyes
And I know that you still care for me

For me
You still care for me

School

2011-03-26T17:49:00.001+08:00

Hey !
How's school after a week of holiday? Confirm boring and tiring!
Mine there's at least abit of interesting thing luh! But of course, I'm already counting down to the next holiday! C'mon! Normal students do that! And so , I'm gonna talk about school and sadly I can't find any nice photos to put here.

School attire.

Don't u wish that u don't have to wear uniform? Too bad! Only poly and uni students get this privilege! I was given a compo do on " does school uniform gives the students a sense of identity and encourages discipline?"
Of course my answer is : " HELL NO!
We finds it a chore to put them on for school! It's not comfortable, it doesn't show our personality and there's so many stupid rules to it too! U think students like it meh? Then the uniform so old fashion somemore! Then must tuck in, skirt at knee length, fringe can't touch brows,socks and shoe, no folding of skirts,pants can't be tapered, no sideburns, no accessories,no color contact, no colored hair and many more. HOW IRRITATING! It's like trying to give chance for students to be rebellious luh, don't you think so? And which part of the uniform gives us an identity?! Hmm, an identity that we're from a school that people will criticize! My school is like gangster school lorh! Nicholas says that it will help boost our self esteem! WOW! Shit ass luh! Since when mancxxz! No one is proud wearing the uniform luh!
Encourage discipline? Hmm.I don't think so. Cause it's being forced on us and it's not encouragement! We can discipline ourself but it's up to us to choose if we want to or not. Practically, not many students have that level of discipline to not do silly stuffs! Students can smoke in uniform too without caring the public! U think leh!

Lessons and homework.

Teacher boring, lesson boring,no students will be willing to listen. Halfway through, they will fall asleep , like what I do! Seriously luh, we can't help it too lorh! We don't sleep, we will use phone or chat with friends. I rather u let us sleep than u trying to fight ur voice with ours. Whatsmore, some teachers don't even have the power to command in front of the class, of course students will rebel more mah! And not care about the teacher.
Students don't do homework, get use to it mancxz! It's been a tradition since the past lorh! Confirm teachers at least once got never do homework let teachers chase after them de lor! No one is that innocent so yA! And some teachers are crazy! Homework so many then hand in within such short period of time! Some students have lots of subjects, each subject gives some homework, that student can mati le. By then they too tired to even feel like doing your work lorh! And it's black and white, which doesn't attract the students to the paper at all lorh!

Exams.

When exams are round the corners, teachers gives notes ,worksheet,homework.. Students need study too lorh! Then parents at home still nag, the student confirm super Kelian! Then get bad grades,Kena scolding.. Super bohua lorh! If so easy, the whole world no dumb people le! And if so easy, parents should try doing it!

CCA.

Many people enjoys going for their cca. Apparently not me when I entered secondary school. Maybe it's because of the coach or timing or the things we have to do. It will get boring after some time. But the thing is I was in girls brigade in pri sch.after graduating, I've been going back to help out. My longest and most loved CCA! Haha! Partly the reason that I don't like CCA is because there isn't the CCA I wanted. My school has very limited CCA for girls. So yah! Liddat how choose right?

Short update about my sch.
-Next year's sec3 batch have to take additional math,and it's compulsory!
-my Chem teacher was changed on Friday
-nafa is coming in three weeks time!

I think there's no more things to talk about already. So yah.
Wait for the next blog post:)

And, good bye:)

Caiying and tee 's wedding

2011-03-20T09:06:00.001+08:00

Here's what happen ytd!

Woke up did makeup, dressup , etc.. Then went to cab down to jean house and cab together down to church. Idk what's so paiiseh about her outfit, it's not bad ma! Anyways, we went to take photo with the instant camera , cause it's supposed to be put into the album for the couple together with our signature. Cool lorh!

Then they showed a music video of tee singing a song . Mad cute luh! You all should see if possible! And then the MCs talk about how the couple met and how Caiying tried to get tee's attention! And the awesomest thing is : tee fell in love once he saw Caiying! LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT!

Then after awhile, pageboy and flowergirls together with bridesmaid and Caiying slow walked in. CAIYING iS SO BEAUTIFUL ! Worship by Nigel & the others. Then pastor Reuben had to preach, he has so make it short! And it was really short and funny! After that, the couple said their vows, exchange rings, etc... Then kissing time! Pastor reuben super bad!! Keep disiao them. Hahah! Then the couple said their speech, photo taking time .. And then it was makan time! Food is yummy! Especially the brownies!! =X

After the whole ceremony, I went to hougang mall twister and cut my hair. Now I look like some dumbdumb with that stupid fringe!
I'm gonna keep back to my previous Chio hair and the length!!!

And gotta go! Bye!
Congratz to the couple! And happy belated birthday to uncle Michael !
And also happy birthday to Jennifer Yiyi!:)

marriage

2011-03-19T00:20:00.005+08:00

hey people ! i'm currently still awake.. waiting for my hair to dry . and i also do hope i'll be able to wake up early to get ready , and then headed down to CHURCH to witness caiying & tee 's wedding!

i love seeing people get married.. EVERY GIRL FANTASIZE IT ! cause us girls do hope that one day we'll be able to walk down the aisle with your husband or husband-to-be. and also that we're able to wear our dream wedding gown , be the LIGHT OF ATTENTION ! and also remember that beautiful and memorable day . AS PEOPLE GET MARRIED ONCE ! unless your marriage didnt work out and you get divorce and found another mate and get married luh .

but the thing is , the feeling isn't the same ! GET WHAT I MEANT !?

it doesn't matter if you're short , they will be able to alter de lorh, i think! cause i'm 154cm short !

hmmm..

let's see what's my dream gown would be..

a mixture of all this four photos ! wouldn't it be nice ?! i will 100% be the center of attention !

people have their weddings at beaches , hotel , resorts , and the newly weirdly trending one in other country is to hold their wedding at mcdonald ! HAH !

hmm. now lets talk about honeymoon. =)

first thing = i want to go hokkaido , spain , rome , bali ... ETC !

or maybe even hawaii ! any place that is romantic and that there's good scenery & which also that will let us relax and enjoy our start of marriage life !

HAHA ~

people used to say that marriage is end of single life, freedom gone, a curse , or something bad.

but it isn't that bad , you see ..

you will be able to spend the rest of your life with the one you love, start a family. and marriage marks the start of both the lady's and the guy's journey together. it's beautiful okay !

but of course , plan properly luh ! and also make things work out , then u won't REGRET it..

AND..DON'T CHEAT ON YOUR WIFE OR HUSBAND PEOPLE! if you plan to get married, love that people wholeheartedly , and don't do stupid stuffs in the future that will hurt them and cause divorce ! seriously luh !

divorce very mafan one leh ! still must go lawyer go do the paper thingy.. then fight fight fight, then more money give the lawyer , then your pocket lesser and lesser money !

i rather you save the money and go on holiday together lorh ! or not is don't even think of getting married !

but to those who are going to get married , CONGRATZ !

to those that are already married for some time le, continue working on your marriage and make it better =)

to those filing for a divorce , SERIOUSLY, YOU'VE WASTED YOUR TIME , AND MONEY !

and lastly ,

GOOD NIGHT !

keep tuning in to my blog for more post =)

Loving all of you always =)

rants

2011-03-18T12:25:00.004+08:00

currently i'm having like back aches .. and breathing difficulties . =( why is this so ?

can someone tell me ? it's really very xinku u know... the feeling of not being able to breathe properly, it's as if something is pressing on your body ! it sucks !

my hair is gonna be damn short by tomorrow.. and also i'm attending caiying's wedding =)

GOODLUCK TO 75th GIRL'S BRIGADE FOR TOMORROW'S DRILL COMPETITION ! (Y)

and dont forget to click on the ad ! haha !

and also tag at the tagboard ! =)

love you all always ...

2011-03-17T17:35:00.003+08:00

long time since i've last blogged.. welcome me back ? hahah !

i shall update u a little.. i'm offically single.. life is not going smooth for me...

my results sucks like shit !

photos :

that was taken during our learning journey to MBS.. =)
with xueli for her birthday celebration

& of course together with dafu ( currently just started serving NS )

length of my hair now =)

HAPPY 3rd BIRTHDAY JIAXUAN ! one of my favorite cousin =)

and a video of the guys from my class =)